Proving yourself into something is good but being blind to something about things you already know is not a good thing. Facing these type of situations is easier said than done, I don’t want to assume that I am an expert or something but one thing I have learned all about this is that “life goes on” whether we like it or not.. maybe it will be not a smooth and easy road but it will be all worth it.

I have been holding into something for a long time now (I wouldn’t go into details in this case), but I know time is running out and I am not getting any younger or any better in more ways than one. My dreams are now my pillars in terms of facing life, I know I am not as motivated or inspired but the thing that it still keeps me going. I know it was a long time ago and there are still some denial in terms of situations. I know I am smarter and better than this and as always will face these all. Situations like these are not really that uncommon and I can still consider myself lucky in many aspects in life. thank God..

Anyways, just another spare time for to share something.. I mean it’s been a long time since I got a feeling that something is missing, I don’t really know if it is just me or just another calling for me to do an act out of it.. It’s that I really want to do many things as of this moment that I tend to forget to prioritize the important once.. though I am still in the stage of my life where I want to do everything as much as possible.. just do whatever I want and like of course with certain responsibility and great cause.. there was this time that I want to “plant trees” just got the feeling that I have to give back to the community.. though it is a little weird or should I say, not like me to do stuff like that, but I don’t know if I can get a hang of it or something…

I just get this certain urge to do “random act of kindness”.. It is not that I don’t do this on a certain basis or situation.. The thing is that the feeling is more voluntary rather than situational or accidental type of act.. I don’t think it is a result of boredom because I can just sleep or do other things.. duh.. Maybe, I should take this opportunity to do something for the society..

I think I should be more responsive to these type of call in our stages of our lives. Just a reminder probably that I am a part of a society whether online or offline..

I am getting a little poetry mode again..lol, just another post from the blogger… cheers!

Anyways, about the domain name, I don’t exactly know how I came up with the name, but the thing is that it is a part of my first email address which was created in high school and is still currently active as we speak (or we read).. and the rest is history…..

Going back.. yah , I need to post something today not just because I renewed this domain for another 2 years or tomorrow is the anniversary of this domain or something extraordinary has happened (which most likely cases there is)… I can only expressed it in one word…

Fullfillment

A little cheesy perhaps but true in this case, though I have other priorities and other things at hand.. its just a matter of doing what you want to do in life or what you have to do..just a matter of living for a moment and doing the things you like…

Before I become a Shakespeare here… I’m just glad everything is going well with all the ups and downs in life.. cheers

Since I started to type literally and it seems I am in little mood for rambling this time.. yah, its been tough both physically and surprisingly mentally. You see, when you tend to get emotional on certain stuff, lets just say in your work, you can’t really just hide it or forget it though it depends upon the person.. since this is my post /blog and I am not gonna deny that I was a bit agitated with the situation, since it’s been a long time since I did lets just say ‘idiotic’ in which a rarely do especially in important moments though I tend to get nervous(natural) but not commit those type of ‘clumsiness’…

Expectations???… nah.. In this stage in my life, I can control(a little bit) of certain instances where you think of something that is gonna happen or something you expect/want to happen.. though it is still dependent on the ‘Mindset’ of a person which each of us has its own definition or characteristics..

Confusion can be a result if this situations will come if  I am not careful of this things, the fact that I am posting this post right now is to convince myself even more that certain things are meant to be that way that even with all our might or resources won’t change those facts.

Acceptance can be a good start (easier to say than done)..  still trying to convince myself here though, and since it is ………..what the??.. its almost 2am ?!!..  anyways enough words to get me warmed up and having a very big

Hope that tomorrows gonna be a new and brighter day… cheers..

Anyways, I am not really in the mood for lengthy post, so I am just gonna end here for now.. though I may disappoint myself and my readers(if there are) , as all they say, it is all temporary and hopefully everything will be back to normal, cheers…

(another nonsense post..peace)

Anyways, just want to post something not really about what happened in my candles day but more of reflecting or just plain thinking of all the things that had happened over the year, I mean I can elaborate all the things that had happened but It would take a lot of words to post all at once (one thing I am currently in a hurry).

Lets start of with the deep ones, yah, its been a prosperous and fruitfull year of me, though there are some ups and downs, it seems that I am able to cope with it, in terms of career , well its been great really and hope it will continue. Love life??.. hmmm, next question .. family? I can only think of one word..”Priceless”. And of course, being more responsible and having more direction in life ( I hope I will more responsible in updating my blogs..haha)

Anyways I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who have been part on my life online and offline (even though they are not reading this post) and just hope to have another prosperous and happy life not only to me but to everyone around me. Cheers!

Yeah its April Madness for me, so much changes that has happened this past week , though I cannot elaborate exactly what it is but I can only tell you most of it is career related , well at least you know ( I have a life). I am also reviewing (if I called it reviewing for some reason) for an exam for certification, preparing documents, paperworks , etc. ( I really do have a life huh?!).

And on top of that , this blog is on its 2nd year anniversary (hahaha)… and the PR still a perfect shape circle (zero!!, cursed you g@@gle!haha)… And because of it all, I almost forgot that I will be celebrating my candles day(bday) next week at the end of the month.. now thats a really perfect way to end the month… cheers!

Guess I am just a bit sleepy or something that I am just typing anything that first comes into my mind. But thats the great thing about it, being able to genuinely express what you really think as of the moment without taking into consideration other factors(of course not hurt or belittle others in the process)..

Hmm.. finish studies, work, travel, vacation making money (online), GF/BF/BFF, getting married, having kids, cars, dream house, ….more money..retirement…. does it all end? Is it worth it? is this what life has to offer?………. …….maybe midlife crisis (quarterlife crisis for the younger ones)… Yup, this paragraph doesn’t make any sense…(so bear with me)

Good thing Holy week is approaching, a good time to reflect or better.. refresh our sense of purpose and direction in life.. maybe think deeply about our decisions in life whether we are still on the right path or just in a spiral of nothingness (that word again)… I still(will always) believe that ‘Lord’ has a plan in all of us and always be thankful for everything..

Its 1:34 o’clock AM… that’s a decent length of time for a post (I actually don’t measure my time in creating my post..do you?)…

Before I lost my consciousness (jowk).. I immediately contacted their live chat support and told me that my MySQL was overloaded..(what the fish??). I mean how can my Mysql overloaded when most of my sites are only using wordpress??. In fairness their chat support is spontaneous in giving me information about my concern and is quick to tell me to send an email to their tech support people to unsuspend my account which I did immediately (not to mention all the commotion running through my head thinking what will happen to all my blogs). And there I sent an email regarding my concern, and while still in my calm but panic state (combined), I expressed my concerns as calmly as I can and requested to unsuspend my account.

Amazingly in just a few minutes, they replied it a statement:

Hi Jerminix,

I have checked the account, as I see the are databases for wordpress. It is weird that it could overload the server. I have unsuspended the account and will monitor it closer during the day. If there is anything wrong, I will let you know.

duh?,even without finishing reading the email, I immediately opened my sites and thank heavens, they are still there and all my files… actually I am currently writing this post just minutes after my account went back to normal.

Anyways, I just hope this doesn’t happen again. Though I don’t have any grudges in the hosting company (there service is still great and better than the rest). It is just nice to know that everything is back to normal and got a story to tell..woot

I am starting to miss people especially in my highschool/college days, though there are now many ways to communicate/contact with them thanks to social networking (facebook, friendster, YM, etc), but it is still different when you see them in person , I mean the presence makes it more fun and memorable, and this is the perfect time (summer/vacation) time to get together again.

I have been listening to songs/mp3 regarding to ‘change’ ..since I can only think of two songs for now which I really liked by the way, I tried to search for a video of it.  Since most of the video results are not really that good. I’ll just post an audio of it… enjoy

Changes in Life

Changes in my life- download

found at bomb-mp3 search engine

I was not so happy being lonely
Living without you
So I prayed so hard for your love
In my heart I needed you
Then I looked up in the sky
And I’m thinking why oh why
These are all the many changes in my life

After all the caring and the laughter
No one else like you
I am not a preacher with a sermon
I’m so in love with you
‘Cause to live without your love
Like the sun that shines above
Is the magic of the changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I
These are all the many changes in my life

Listen to these words I want to give you
On our love so true
Don’t forget I love you and I need you
I’ll always be with you
So just look up in the sky
And you’ll find out why oh why
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I
These are all the many changes, these are all the many changes,
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I

These are all the may changes
These are all the many changes
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I,
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain
Falling from the sky
You and I

These are all the many changes, these are all the many changes,
These are all the many changes in my life (3x)

Cool Change

Little river band – Cool change download

found at bomb-mp3 search engine

If there’s one thing in my life that’s missing
It’s the time I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
There’s lots of those friendly people
Showin me ways to go
And I never want to lose your inspiration
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so pre-arranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Well I was born in the sign of water
And it’s there that I feel my best
The albatross and the whales
they are my brothers
It’s kind of a special feeling
When you’re out on the sea alone
Starin’ at the full moon
like a lover
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so prearranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Well I’ve never been romantic
And sometimes I don’t care
I know it may sound selfish
But let me breathe the air
If there’s one thing in my life that’s missing
It’s the time that I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
It’s kind of a special feeling
When you’re out on the sea alone
Staring at the full moon like a lover
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life is so prearranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change