Jerminix

It’s 1:00 o’clock AM here in the morning, still in front of my PC, thinking of nothing…nothing…nothing.. hmmm.. nothingness (is there such a word). You may think I am into something (taking something). but seriously, I was just wondering why am I doing certain things?, I mean it is easy to do something at the end of the day then on the next day, another set of task or routines to be done.

Guess I am just a bit sleepy or something that I am just typing anything that first comes into my mind. But thats the great thing about it, being able to genuinely express what you really think as of the moment without taking into consideration other factors(of course not hurt or belittle others in the process)..

Hmm.. finish studies, work, travel, vacation making money (online), GF/BF/BFF, getting married, having kids, cars, dream house, ….more money..retirement…. does it all end? Is it worth it? is this what life has to offer?………. …….maybe midlife crisis (quarterlife crisis for the younger ones)… Yup, this paragraph doesn’t make any sense…(so bear with me)

Good thing Holy week is approaching, a good time to reflect or better.. refresh our sense of purpose and direction in life.. maybe think deeply about our decisions in life whether we are still on the right path or just in a spiral of nothingness (that word again)… I still(will always) believe that ‘Lord’ has a plan in all of us and always be thankful for everything..

Its 1:34 o’clock AM… that’s a decent length of time for a post (I actually don’t measure my time in creating my post..do you?)…

If you have visited this site and saw the page “This account has been suspended”(image above). I tell you it was no joke. It did really happen. I almost gone crazy because of it. I even started to think about all my blogs, files, databases, etc. if I will be ever to recover them or not. I even started to curse the web hosting company which I rarely do to everyone.

Before I lost my consciousness (jowk).. I immediately contacted their live chat support and told me that my MySQL was overloaded..(what the fish??). I mean how can my Mysql overloaded when most of my sites are only using wordpress??. In fairness their chat support is spontaneous in giving me information about my concern and is quick to tell me to send an email to their tech support people to unsuspend my account which I did immediately (not to mention all the commotion running through my head thinking what will happen to all my blogs). And there I sent an email regarding my concern, and while still in my calm but panic state (combined), I expressed my concerns as calmly as I can and requested to unsuspend my account.

Amazingly in just a few minutes, they replied it a statement:

Hi Jerminix,

I have checked the account, as I see the are databases for wordpress. It is weird that it could overload the server. I have unsuspended the account and will monitor it closer during the day. If there is anything wrong, I will let you know.

duh?,even without finishing reading the email, I immediately opened my sites and thank heavens, they are still there and all my files… actually I am currently writing this post just minutes after my account went back to normal.

Anyways, I just hope this doesn’t happen again. Though I don’t have any grudges in the hosting company (there service is still great and better than the rest). It is just nice to know that everything is back to normal and got a story to tell..woot

Since I have been in hiatus mode, believe me .. I am trying my best to remind myself that I still have a blog , of course I am still paying  for this (domain and hosting), but I am up to something recently though I can’t tell exactly what it is. This is also true to some bloggers out there especially the students who are busy in their studies or preparing for their vacation destination. We can all now feel the summer heat (maybe too much because of El Nino) , which means vacation/beach time for everyone!

I am starting to miss people especially in my highschool/college days, though there are now many ways to communicate/contact with them thanks to social networking (facebook, friendster, YM, etc), but it is still different when you see them in person , I mean the presence makes it more fun and memorable, and this is the perfect time (summer/vacation) time to get together again.

I have been listening to songs/mp3 regarding to ‘change’ ..since I can only think of two songs for now which I really liked by the way, I tried to search for a video of it.  Since most of the video results are not really that good. I’ll just post an audio of it… enjoy

Changes in Life

Changes in my life- download

found at bomb-mp3 search engine

I was not so happy being lonely
Living without you
So I prayed so hard for your love
In my heart I needed you
Then I looked up in the sky
And I’m thinking why oh why
These are all the many changes in my life

After all the caring and the laughter
No one else like you
I am not a preacher with a sermon
I’m so in love with you
‘Cause to live without your love
Like the sun that shines above
Is the magic of the changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I
These are all the many changes in my life

Listen to these words I want to give you
On our love so true
Don’t forget I love you and I need you
I’ll always be with you
So just look up in the sky
And you’ll find out why oh why
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I
These are all the many changes, these are all the many changes,
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain falling from the sky
You and I

These are all the may changes
These are all the many changes
These are all the many changes in my life

And I’ll never forget your love
You and I,
We were meant to be
Sweet as rain
Falling from the sky
You and I

These are all the many changes, these are all the many changes,
These are all the many changes in my life (3x)

Cool Change

Little river band – Cool change download

found at bomb-mp3 search engine

If there’s one thing in my life that’s missing
It’s the time I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
There’s lots of those friendly people
Showin me ways to go
And I never want to lose your inspiration
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so pre-arranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Well I was born in the sign of water
And it’s there that I feel my best
The albatross and the whales
they are my brothers
It’s kind of a special feeling
When you’re out on the sea alone
Starin’ at the full moon
like a lover
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so prearranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Well I’ve never been romantic
And sometimes I don’t care
I know it may sound selfish
But let me breathe the air
If there’s one thing in my life that’s missing
It’s the time that I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
It’s kind of a special feeling
When you’re out on the sea alone
Staring at the full moon like a lover
Time for
a cool change…
I know that it’s time
for a cool change
Now that my life is so prearranged
I know that it’s time
for a cool change